Looking back

Looking back. Somehow I want to move on. I want to continue. But it isn't working. There are questions floating on my head. Things left unanswered. I want to know. I want to finish. I want to live the life The life I deserve. But there is something. That year left me hanging. I have to look back. Know what I was doing. All this time. Oh, I want to know. Where is it? What is it? Who is it? How can I get it? Lord, I need a friend. Someone who will understand. This question left unanswered. Please help me. I'll look back. That I may find that friend. Hoping to look forward once more. KENNETH